Journey Back to Me....

I finally made the call to get more information! I called the Barix Clinics…got a hold of them and asked a TON of questions…but, to really have all my questions answered, I needed to schedule a consultation. Because it is Lap Band I am interested in…they are sending me to a specific surgeon off site of the hospital…and I will have to wait a few weeks for my appointment. Until then, my sweetie and I have been talking about it, and we are both excited about our life possibilities that I never considered. My husband is excited that he won’t have to worry about me having a heart attack…or getting diabetes, HBP, HT…etc.
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Wake-Up..."Wake-Up Call...."

I’m ready to go and get the information to get started with weight loss surgery. Today was my daughters 2nd birthday…there are SO many things I currently hold back, or miss out on. Her god-mother was sooo fun with her today at Chuck E. Cheese’s….

In the play arena at Chuck E. Cheese’s they have a huge crawl tube attached to the ceiling….the kiddos climb up these obstacle ladders…and then crawl thru these tubes that maze thru on the ceiling. I would NEVER be able to let her enjoy that…thankfully her godmother is soooo fun and adventurous! It rang home in a pain to my heart how my weight can subtly affect my two-year-old RIGHT NOW!! I don’t like to take her to the park – for fear if she runs too far from me I won’t be able to run after her.
No more – I’m calling MONDAY!!!